i had a great birthday. you know what im only a bit disappointed in a sense im not having a big party but im also satisfied with how it has been. i had a beautiful day sorrounded by beautiful people who mean everything to me. man i felt so loved. i love my parents. i love my brother. highlight of the day: my sisters. i love them to freakin bits. always have, always will. like just saying that makes me cry i cannot express how much i love them. i have no idea why i deserve their love or just the gift of them in my life. of course they arent perfect but they sure perfect my life. i will never get over how lucky i am to have them in my life. never.
got so many kind birthday wishes. and ppl tell me nice things abt myself (lol) but truly, i am absolutely nothing without God and the ppl he puts in my life. they mould who i am and who i will be. i can never be thankful enough.and to someone in particular who may/may not ever read this. thankyou for filling a hole in my life. when one friendship is over its amazing how God can create another one to compensate. i sure didnt expect you of all people would ever be that for me. its completely weird. God works in strangeo ways
got the best gift from my asian kids. they are the bomb and they know it. but truly, means alot :)
tbh im afraid of the whole growing up thing. but im ready and open. and im 100% confident God has got this under control, its just up to me if i allow him to take control . i'll try!
it peees me off ppl are like OMGEEE 21 AND U LIKE HAVENT HAD A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP YET? im like yehhhhhh....and...
i dno its weird to some ppl but idc. i dont need drama right now. boys = drama. God has got a lovely awesome (smokin) man out there somewhere. and he is just shaping us before we meet (or maybe we have met ^.^)
got a huge week of assessment ahead. and tbh ive been holding it in, but im stressed to the maximillians. i wanna just hibernate for a week. my whole studying future lies in fridays' exam. thats why im sitting on a pointless blog website writing stuff that no one reads. i just pray i can focus and get down to business.
i may be 'old' but i have so so so so far to go. so many memories/dramas/experiences to go through. its only the beginning :)
