I AM SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW. ARGHHHHHHHHHHH

EVERYONE IS JUST GETTING TO ME.

even people that normally dont

honest, i dont know why i give people the time of day or bother being nice to them

being nice to people and getting nothing in return is fun as.

i should sleep and build a bridge

give someone you love a hug.

well yesterday was the 15th anniversary of my Opa's death (grandfather).

i went to church last night for him (which is why i was late haha)

i was only around 6 when he died but i remember everything about him.

i remember the day he died, and what i was wearing when i found out.

weird to remember that stuff, i remember i was sitting on my bed putting on my green shorts (lol) and t-shirt after church and mother came in and said Opa had died. i remember crying heaps. you could say "get over it", "you were young, as if you remember anything anyway" and "hes only your grandfather"- he was so much more than that.

he made me feel like i was the only person on the earth. But he made everyone feel so special. he was so affectionate to his family. ALWAYS giving his grandkids hugs. This is why i love hugging. I actually do love it.

He kept our family together. after he died our relatives we never saw as much of our other family cos he was like the GLUE. that kept it together. apart from his affection, he had a great faith in God. he was ON FIRE for God.

this isnt a day to be sad thought about it. he's been gone for ages. its a day to remember him and i wanna make him proud and be a loving person, who looks after my family and has a strong faith in God. i wanna make him proud. maybe i havent always done him proud but i can honestly say over the past year i have tried my hardest.