kit kats are yummo

im so happy tonight...

i have no idea why

do i need a reason to be happy?

nup

good times

okay well i gotta say i am LOVING everybodys attitude like in YFC. heaps good.

i am proud of you girls :D

keep it up

put your positive pants AND panties on LOL (stole that from reg)

we need to help each other. i defs need help too

But as i said to reg fri night,

being postive isnt just about pretending everythings fine and ignoring reality,

its about how you react to a situation

and if you are going to CHOOSE to let it get you down.

why am i blogging so much lately? oh yeh ...im procrastinating

Dad: "cass you need to get into shape"

Cass: "oh so you think im getting fat?"

Dad: "well... not really, you just need to develop some muscle"

Cass: "Dad, i dont wanna be muscely. im a girl. i hate big muscles on girls"

Dad: "well its your loss."

Cass: "whatever"

LOL

my dad thinks im fat. but i think im okay

http://www.formspring.me/casshew18

freakin brittney told me to get one. and i obeyed.

shit

i actual think i have problems

and

i dont know who to talk to :(

strange happenings

this morning i woke up

i saw an orange jelly bean next to my leg

how did it get there?

like wth

i havent had jellybeans in like forever

i laughed so much

i slept with a jellybean

this has been a strange week.

do you think im on drugs?

well im not,

its just the berocca thats making me crazy

angry

Im angry at myself

cass you're such an idiot

funny taste in my mouth

i was innocently sitting at the table

i felt a strange sensation in my mouth,

a weird, strong taste like never before.

something was on my tongue.

much to my horror i had an EYELASH in my mouth,

YES...in my mouth

my mouth tried to eat my eye

Now it begs the question,

how did it get there?

EMOTION

well just so you know.

everyone thinks i dont have feelings or emotions- just cos im not good at showing them.

well guess what. just because i dont SHOW them doesnt mean i dont HAVE them.

im not emotionless.

i have feelings. more than you could ever know. im just not good at expressing them.

im not perfect.

everyone is different.

we can all improve.ALOT.

today i was hurt deeply by someone i love-

but soon after i was deeply touched by that same person.

sometimes in relationships (any kind) you need to 'get things out on the table' and confront people and your relationship can even improve. sometimes you need to go through things together so your stronger. EVERYTHING happens for a reason.

i didnt think crying a river was possible.

well it probably isnt.

but crying a small pond is what i did tonight.

yes CASS has feelings.

TEARS

cried alot today- PMSing cass?

reg and i confessed to each other we both cry in the shower sometimes.

but WHY i hear you ask?

i say: the water flow encourages the tears

reg says: you can hide tears in the water

what deep thinkers