21 is fahahahahun

i had a great birthday. you know what im only a bit disappointed in a sense im not having a big party but im also satisfied with how it has been. i had a beautiful day sorrounded by beautiful people who mean everything to me. man i felt so loved. i love my parents. i love my brother. highlight of the day: my sisters. i love them to freakin bits. always have, always will. like just saying that makes me cry i cannot express how much i love them. i have no idea why i deserve their love or just the gift of them in my life. of course they arent perfect but they sure perfect my life. i will never get over how lucky i am to have them in my life. never.

got so many kind birthday wishes. and ppl tell me nice things abt myself (lol) but truly, i am absolutely nothing without God and the ppl he puts in my life. they mould who i am and who i will be. i can never be thankful enough.and to someone in particular who may/may not ever read this. thankyou for filling a hole in my life. when one friendship is over its amazing how God can create another one to compensate. i sure didnt expect you of all people would ever be that for me. its completely weird. God works in strangeo ways

got the best gift from my asian kids. they are the bomb and they know it. but truly, means alot :)

tbh im afraid of the whole growing up thing. but im ready and open. and im 100% confident God has got this under control, its just up to me if i allow him to take control . i'll try!

it peees me off ppl are like OMGEEE 21 AND U LIKE HAVENT HAD A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP YET? im like yehhhhhh....and...

i dno its weird to some ppl but idc. i dont need drama right now. boys = drama. God has got a lovely awesome (smokin) man out there somewhere. and he is just shaping us before we meet (or maybe we have met ^.^)

got a huge week of assessment ahead. and tbh ive been holding it in, but im stressed to the maximillians. i wanna just hibernate for a week. my whole studying future lies in fridays' exam. thats why im sitting on a pointless blog website writing stuff that no one reads. i just pray i can focus and get down to business.

i may be 'old' but i have so so so so far to go. so many memories/dramas/experiences to go through. its only the beginning :)

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POINTS ON HOW TO IMPROVE YOUR LIFE


Personality:
1. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
2. Don't have negative thoughts of things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment
3. Don't over do; keep your limits
4. Don't take yourself so seriously; no one else does
5. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip
6. Dream more while you are awake
7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..
8. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner of his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
10. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present
11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you
12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn.
Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
13. Smile and laugh more
14. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Community:
15. Call your family often
16. Each day give something good to others
17. Forgive everyone for everything
18. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6
19. Try to make at least three people smile each day
20. What other people think of you is none of your business
21. Your job will not take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:
22. Put GOD first in anything and everything that you think, say and do.
23. GOD heals everything
24. Do the right things
25. However good or bad a situation is, it will change
26. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up
27. The best is yet to come
28. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful
29. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it
30. If you know GOD you will always be happy. So, be happy.


While you practice all of the above, share this knowledge with the people you love, people you school with,
people you play with, people you work with and people you live with.
Not only will it enrich YOUR life, but also that of those around you.

all my brother/sisters are in sydney. having fun.

Got a message from my sis tonight.

"we went out sight seeing tonight with gretta, aj n bec. only one thing missing. YOU! Love you." i cried i dno why. i miss them but its more that i cant be with them and enjoy that time with them. plus they get to hang out with my bestttt friend. GAH>

i miss spending time with my siblings just on their own without kids, being able to talk to them. ahhhhhh anyways. i feel like such a left out of the family sometimes cos im so young compared.

also got the worsst news yesterday night from father that is scarring the shizzles out of me, i didnt sleep last night but whatttts different? -.-

im putting my trust in God cos thats all i can do.

but in saying that today was a good day REG'S BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEINER> wait its 12:07 bahahaha TAKE THAT BACKKKKKKKK jks

i suppose its off to the shower

i actually needa vent and cry and scream at someone right now but cant. ARGHHH

please help Lord

I AM SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW. ARGHHHHHHHHHHH

EVERYONE IS JUST GETTING TO ME.

even people that normally dont

honest, i dont know why i give people the time of day or bother being nice to them

being nice to people and getting nothing in return is fun as.

i should sleep and build a bridge

give someone you love a hug.

well yesterday was the 15th anniversary of my Opa's death (grandfather).

i went to church last night for him (which is why i was late haha)

i was only around 6 when he died but i remember everything about him.

i remember the day he died, and what i was wearing when i found out.

weird to remember that stuff, i remember i was sitting on my bed putting on my green shorts (lol) and t-shirt after church and mother came in and said Opa had died. i remember crying heaps. you could say "get over it", "you were young, as if you remember anything anyway" and "hes only your grandfather"- he was so much more than that.

he made me feel like i was the only person on the earth. But he made everyone feel so special. he was so affectionate to his family. ALWAYS giving his grandkids hugs. This is why i love hugging. I actually do love it.

He kept our family together. after he died our relatives we never saw as much of our other family cos he was like the GLUE. that kept it together. apart from his affection, he had a great faith in God. he was ON FIRE for God.

this isnt a day to be sad thought about it. he's been gone for ages. its a day to remember him and i wanna make him proud and be a loving person, who looks after my family and has a strong faith in God. i wanna make him proud. maybe i havent always done him proud but i can honestly say over the past year i have tried my hardest.

deep thoughts

so my cousin who im really tight with is determined that i move with her to melbourne next year

okay so im like SELL THIS TO ME WHY SHOULD I?

these are her reasons:

GREAT SHOPPING : so what, its just shopping. i wont have money to spend anyway

YOUR OTHER COUSINS ARE THERE: they are negative ppl dont wanna surround myself with them. sorry 2 sound snob but all they do is get drunk.

YOU CAN HAVE FREEDOM: i have freedom. i dont feel trapped. i have everything i need. you dont find freedom in a place, you find it with God and within yourself.

ITS ONLY 8 HRS FROM ADELAIDE: exactly... my family/friends will be 8 hrs away. i will die.

ITS CHEAPER THAN SYDNEY: yep it is. but i can live in adelaide for free

THERE WILL BE MANY ITALIAN BOYS: lol. yep i do like them guys but there are enough in adelaide!!!!

WE WOULD HAVE FUN TOGETHER, WE GET ALONG: true. but will i compromise everything else just so i can have fun?

NUP im not that stupid- even though you're my closest friend. God wants me in Adelaide :D

i am a VAULT.

made of metal,

only can be opened up through code

or with dynamite

nothing comes out.

despite

well.

ive had a great week despite having broken my nose, holland losing the world cup and having to fend myself for a week without the parents.

ever since ive come back from conference im thinking postiviely

already looking at places on the web where we could hold it.

its been a good week

poiuEWHGFEKUOHTW

STRESS

LITERALLY did not go bed last night. was studying/watching soccer

for the last week have been going to be 4am getting up @ 8am

to study/watch soccer

my eyes are like... -.- with big baggies under my eyelids.

i look like a badger

im almost to the point where im crying cos im so stressed about the pressure of this

i can only do my best right?

fun fun fun

oh greatness.

my uni friends are planning 2 get smashed when exams are finished.

i dont have a problem with drinking alcohol,

but i dont dig getting drunk & when people become out of control

worst look ever = when girls are pissed.

its not pretty

im so over it.

i dealt with that crap when i was @ school

not my thing anymore

arghhh

doesnt mean i dont wanna have fun and go out,

i just reckon going out for the sole purpose of 'getting pissed' is the worst idea ever

maybe im just growing up & they're not

and i realise there are better things to do in life :) PG

i guess im gonna be the 'designated driver' for the weekend

love it -.-

WOAH

if you wanna see me fired up, passionate, sad, angry, stressed, *swearing*, animated, emotional. all that stuff

you should watch me and my cousins watching soccer.

we are mostly girls and we are so passionate about soccer LOL

we full scream @ the tv and jump around

i think its a dutch thing??

MATURE MOMENT #1

Note to self:

Complain Less

Whenever i think my life is tough, i should think about other people who are poor, starving, have no rights or freedoms, totured, die alone etc. They are problems. If my biggest problem/stress is uni, then ive got it good. CASS GET OVER IT. gotta look @ things in PERSPECTIVE

WORLD CUP STARTS TOMORROW =

HAPPINESS BEGINS

our family is full on into soccer.

we get up at 4am to watch the games.

we are soccer freaks

enny would be impressed

well thats just not fair and not cool

arghhhh

CRAZY TOWN

the next weeks are crazy busy. i feel so stressed just thinking about it

exams for contract law, politics, history

yfc conference practice

WORLD CUP OH OH OH OH OH OH MY GOSH

my best friend back in town =D

funeral

4 birthday parties

ps mother thinks i have an addiction to caffeine this may be so, but its better than drugs,alcohol or the other thing.... but i shouldnt have so much

im in a very HUGGY mood as in hug not the nappies

dark days

such a dramatic week.

i never thought i would be that emotional about it

seeing my friend and knowing someone i love is in so much pain literally breaks my heart

seeing people i love being hurt, hurts me

i feel so incredibly selfish saying that

if im sad, i can only imagine how much pain you are in

im heaps emotional right now

i feel so useless

the thing is i cant do much to help

all i can do is pray and be there for you

but that still feels useless.

i really didnt have time to do this but i did

SO DO YOU GET THE HIDDEN MESSAGE?

I went back to what I used to be. I was happy

HOW?

HOW do you get someone you think abt every day of your life out of your brain?

please tell me

cos i'll try

im a person who doesnt like to get their hopes up

i HATE being disappointed

ive always been like that

so im going to try not to think about HIM anymore

*sadface*

i'll be fine

im a loser

HAHAHAHAH. NO

i dont believe you

wanna know what pisses me off?

well i found something that annoys me. ALOT.

when ppl talk shit abt my family or friends.

like i get so angry.

so angry i cant even describe

i swear. this girl is giving my cousin (who lives in sydney) shit at school

if i met her i swear i would shout @ her and then punch her. im serious.

i know its bad. but that what i would initially wanna do.

but yeah, im very defensive if u diss my family/friends

i remember in primary school, year 5, i had a friend who had orange hair AKA ranga

and the 'popular' girl in school was giving her shit

one day i lost it with her (popular chick) and

i actual pushed the her against the wall and told her to leave her alone

and she left her alone.

she was probs afraid of me.

i know i am scary when angry, cos i never get angry. so it all bottles then i explode.

it was still wrong

but i gotta say it felt good.

LOL

100% truth

thinking about this all makes me laugh

its been a while

why hello there.

wooo conference on the way!!

omgsh parents away from tomorrow in sydney- so jealous!! gaaaay i have to stay home and study law *i love it, i love it, i love it*

you know when you like someone so much and you hardly get to see them,

you can actual lose that love a bit

but whenever i see him again

i flip out

on my mind all the time

asjnhdfsoahdfkjhsdf;

gah why does it have to be this way?

i dont have alot of patience, but yeah.

gotta trust God but it's hard as.

sometimes i think is he worth waiting/hoping for?...

oh im addicted to my guitar and piano =) makes me happy

i wanna know how to play ever song that ever existed LOL

be happy :)

I HAVE A BLOG?

okay wow. so long. here goes...

firstly, i wanna say camp was amazing. seriously the funniest moments i'll never forget. praise God for the participants. a big thanks to all the people that said yes- this is just the beginning for you. the leaders did a great job. i wish camp could happen again...

oh and my talk welllll i totally prepared myself not to get emotional but yeah i did but i dont care im not a robot. there you are.

to reg. i honestly felt guilty the whole time trying to own you--- which is stoopid cos mate, you own be all the freakin time! but yeah no apology but promise i wont do it LIKE THAT again.

on a totally random note abt lady gaga.

i appreciate her music. but i think lady gaga is very sick in the head.

I wanna do a faaawg video again. but properly without 984092385-92384545 interruptions =]

janelle, im still confused

Cass says:

hoyyyyy

Janelle says:

yo

LOL

i still find you saying hoy funny

haha

Cass says:

why is it funny? does it actually mean something?

Janelle says:

nah its just like a heyyyy

but filo

hahah its just funnyy

Cass says:

oh thats what i thought

but i didnt know it was filo?

woah

i just thouht it was short for AHOY

which is how pirates greet one another

Janelle says:

LOOOL its not fillooo

likeee its wat filos say?

ROFLL

annoying!

okay so i just saw "the last song".

side note> i didnt choose this movie.

i laughed pretty much all the first half.

we were paying it out.

it was so predictable. i actually kept whispering to my friend what was gonna happen next and i was always right. we were the only ones laughing AT it.

anyways so then the story turns all sad and she finds her dads got cancer.

um awkward.

my friend (who was sitting next to me) father is dying of cancer.

she is clearly upset- but she wasn't crying.

i didn't know what to do

at the end of the film when he died,

in true 'cass style',

i punched her arm (lovingly) and said

"you okay?"

dammmn fail

i suck when it comes to comforting friends

going to the zoo tomorrow and seeing the pandas :D

even though i dont like them

* i need a whole blog to explain why i dislike them intensely

otters, girafes, monkeys, lions etc. are just so much better

FAAAWG

OH i agree with Maddy. We have to do another video. Suggestions for songs?

MUSIC

whats i have been listening too alot this week:

• flashing lights- kanye west
• ego - beyonce
• no scrubs- tlc
• your smiling face- james taylor (cover by gabe bondoc)
• thriller - fall out boy
• best i ever had- drake
• giving up the gun- vampire weekend

You may say these songs are old. But so is your mum and you still listen to her.

music is my therapy

BEST QUOTE

Who you are is God's gift to you, who you become is your gift to God.

kit kats are yummo

im so happy tonight...

i have no idea why

do i need a reason to be happy?

nup

good times

okay well i gotta say i am LOVING everybodys attitude like in YFC. heaps good.

i am proud of you girls :D

keep it up

put your positive pants AND panties on LOL (stole that from reg)

we need to help each other. i defs need help too

But as i said to reg fri night,

being postive isnt just about pretending everythings fine and ignoring reality,

its about how you react to a situation

and if you are going to CHOOSE to let it get you down.

why am i blogging so much lately? oh yeh ...im procrastinating

Dad: "cass you need to get into shape"

Cass: "oh so you think im getting fat?"

Dad: "well... not really, you just need to develop some muscle"

Cass: "Dad, i dont wanna be muscely. im a girl. i hate big muscles on girls"

Dad: "well its your loss."

Cass: "whatever"

LOL

my dad thinks im fat. but i think im okay

http://www.formspring.me/casshew18

freakin brittney told me to get one. and i obeyed.

shit

i actual think i have problems

and

i dont know who to talk to :(

strange happenings

this morning i woke up

i saw an orange jelly bean next to my leg

how did it get there?

like wth

i havent had jellybeans in like forever

i laughed so much

i slept with a jellybean

this has been a strange week.

do you think im on drugs?

well im not,

its just the berocca thats making me crazy

angry

Im angry at myself

cass you're such an idiot

funny taste in my mouth

i was innocently sitting at the table

i felt a strange sensation in my mouth,

a weird, strong taste like never before.

something was on my tongue.

much to my horror i had an EYELASH in my mouth,

YES...in my mouth

my mouth tried to eat my eye

Now it begs the question,

how did it get there?

EMOTION

well just so you know.

everyone thinks i dont have feelings or emotions- just cos im not good at showing them.

well guess what. just because i dont SHOW them doesnt mean i dont HAVE them.

im not emotionless.

i have feelings. more than you could ever know. im just not good at expressing them.

im not perfect.

everyone is different.

we can all improve.ALOT.

today i was hurt deeply by someone i love-

but soon after i was deeply touched by that same person.

sometimes in relationships (any kind) you need to 'get things out on the table' and confront people and your relationship can even improve. sometimes you need to go through things together so your stronger. EVERYTHING happens for a reason.

i didnt think crying a river was possible.

well it probably isnt.

but crying a small pond is what i did tonight.

yes CASS has feelings.

TEARS

cried alot today- PMSing cass?

reg and i confessed to each other we both cry in the shower sometimes.

but WHY i hear you ask?

i say: the water flow encourages the tears

reg says: you can hide tears in the water

what deep thinkers

arriverderci

well i cannot believe this.

my brother mozart is moving to sydney in exactly a week.

will miss him heaps...

we fight alot cos we both like to think we are smarter than each other (he is a geeeeeek).

but i still will misss him ALOT.

i cant imagine having just me and my parents in this massive house- so boring! i wanna move- i keep asking father but he's like NO "we have a great view, why would you wanna move?" blah blah blah

but anyway, now i have more excuses to go to sydney *thumbs up

i bought sunnies FINALLY today LE SPECS they are pretty good i reckon $30 from Djs . my eyes have had the best day in a while like i have been squinting for 2 months ever since i lost them in sydney *sniffs.

im trying to learn senorita by JT on the piano and oh.my.gosh. its so effin hard like i can pick up anything quick but its real hard. and i wanna play it exact like the song. ok by the end of the week i'll have it perfect.

see how im changing the way the text is structured? is it annoying you?

me and some friends went to this food and wine festival- "natuzzi" in norwood today.

heaps of people there (most of them druuuunk).

there were too many wogs LOL. omgsh sorry, but the YOUNG wogs annoy me sometimes. they act the same as each other. they dress the same. talk the same ("oh fully sick man/oh thats kella bro"). have exact same clothes. drive the same cars. same hairstyle. they dont dare to be different. and they think they are the shit. sorry you're just like the rest of us...

haha sorry just another rant.

at the same time i love wogs (LOL) like i wanna marry a wog guy. and my bestest friends are wogs but they aren't those typical ones. also my sisters married Italians and they are amazing so yeah im not stereotyping but its generally my generation that is like that.

uni starts tomorrow- cant wait to see everyone in town!! but booooo as far as work goes. like almost 3 months of holidays isnt enough?? haha im so lazy

practice senorita, practice senorita, practice senorita, practice senorita

i did it for 11 years at school and im learning Italian again. ROFL after all that hating. im sorry Lord

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xZtODGgFIAw

watch it-

i aint no cougar

well

what is there to say

YFCSA yeh new things to come, new challenges, we are ready! exciting things to come. im a bit nervous too. God provides hey. band practice wohooooooooo

FAAAWG is truly awesome

last night (GPM) was heapppsa good. i havent laughed that much since last week.

no all jokes aside, reg and i = immaturity at its finest. philo balls.

anyways i think a 14 year old boy likes me that hangs out with my cousins, like he wanted my number and stole my phone to put his no. in my phone. then he wants me to come bowling with him hahahahaha. /vomits. YOU'RE A BIT YOUNG SON! AND I DONT LIKE BOWLING.

WHY cant guys i actually like, like me? not blooooody boys that are still in nappies looool...

Actually dont like the idea of marrying a younger guy then me at all like ewwwww

sorry bit of a rant.

dear reg,

i promise we will not play evermore at a gpm for the next 6 months. I will endeveour with all the power i have to ensure this does not occur again,

sincerely,

cash

getting to know meeeeee

hii blogger world.

oh my how my arms do hurt- last night i was playin wii for ages at my friends house and i was like full getting into it cos we are heaps competitive.

we were doing boxing and i kicked her butt yeyahhh but oh i sucked at all other wii sports except golf which i am pro @ .

my dad reckons i should go pro @ golf cos i play it for real, except golf clothes suck

so, here a 10 facts u probs didnt know about cass:

1. I LOVE WATCHING SPORT on tv - only if guys are playing -no car or horse racing, its gay

2. I PLAY PIANO EVERY NIGHT B4 BED - my first instrument i ever learnt

3. THE T KEY ON MY LAPTOP IS BROKEN -i have to literally smash it down 2 make it work

4. I HATE FEET - its not personal, but i hate your feet - if it helps, i hate mine too

5. I HAD AN IMAGINARY FRIEND UNTIL 10 YRS OLD - i called him jornah...

6. I HATE CONFRONTATION/FIGHTS- unless its with my brother

7. I LOVE WEARING DRESSES. u dont believe me do you?

8. MY DREAMS ARE OFTEN ABOUT FOOD- often pools filled with my favourite foods

9. GOOD MUSIC MAKES ME CRY. often

10. WHEN I SEE A FLY CLOSE-UP IT MAKES ME SNEEZE. no joke

well i hope you enjoyed that

RING ME DAMMIT. you wouldnt be reading this

stalker!

Today went to the beach... was awesome cos it was just with friends and no KIDS. dont get me wrong, i love kids but its nice to have a break =)

my sister and her family is moving to her house @ aldinga beach this weekend so she officially becomes a southerner!! that means i will be visiting her now and i can stalk all those ppl that live down that way....

i am heaps dark =)

life is not great, but its still good

HAPPPP HAPPP HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANELLE!!

this blog today is totally for JANELLE.

happy birthday!!!!!!! x 12190123098123409834098230498

according to my calculations of the Australian law, now that your 16, you can legally:

get a tatoo (can u imagine a tatoo on janelle?? looool)

smoke cigarettes (yuck)

leave school

drive

get married- only with parental consent

buy a lottery ticket

leave home

fly a hang-glider (but i think there is a height-requirement :S )

see all the freedoms you have now!!! hahaha

hope you have and had an amazing day =) you said you were outside my work today.

what. a. stalker. hahaha

no really you're an amazing person-a small girl with a big heart-- lol--- but i mean that

"i hate moustache's, except on janelle's father" ROFL

=)

news headlines

hi,

was looking @ ninemsn for my latest news headlines. these are the issues that are gripping civilization as we live in the world today.

man saves his dog by giving it mouth-to-mouth

man gets glasses tattooed around his eyes

melbournes baby elephant says hello

2010 is the year of the plus- size model

like wth?? no jokes this is NEWS lol

to yfcsa ppl reading this. change can be a good or bad thing. the changes that happened last year brought alot of pain but good as well. like you wouldnt be reading my blog, i wouldnt have a ym, i wouldnt talk to you on online everyday, i probably wouldnt own 'prevention' or a tagalog dictionary., etc. ahaha not that theyr importnat things, but so many things would be different. so lets just wait and see how this turns out. and if it doesnt we will change it back so it does work. im freaking out as well but trust.

SO HYPER

I have no idea why but for the last 4 days i have so hyper its not funny. like i havent even had much sugar lol

i think its cos i went to the beach so much last week, got a bit of a tan and its just the best place on earth. i nearly drowned though cos i was laughing with my friends so much lol wierd

also my brother is proposing this weekend to his gf which is exciting. theyve only been going out for 2months like whoah, thats nothing. anyways the wedding is gna be in sydney which is the best cos i love it there. also my cousin is moving out of my house this week and going to live in europe for a year. its gd cos me and her are leaving on a good note but seriosuly, vamoose.

i gotta say the prank calls the other day were pretty well done but i was just laughing @ them the whole time so FAIL. like accusing me of abuse LOL

enrolled into uni this week. 3rd year @ uni (yawn) only another 2.5 years left....

had a dream last nite that i had a video on you-tube playing this love by maroon 5 and maddy was singing and then we did a chipmunk version of it...haha pretty random

oh i made scones yesterday and omgsh SUCH A FAIL. they didnt rise so they looked like biscuits with icing sugar on it LOL everyone is paying me out...well i still ate them.

i heart enny

oh and there is the only picture i took in sydney lol pretty lame hey. and why was i wearing a beanie?

weell hello blog world- sorry its been a while. i know you've been all holding your breath for my next blog theyr just so interesting. LOL

so lets just skip to my last part of today. go to my sisters house for dinner with some friends, we talk about child-birth, birds and the bees etc. i learnt so much tonight LOL about childbirth um yuk ...

anyways get home 1 in the morn- check my facebook, see there is a friend request, cass goes 'ohhhh not another random wanting to add heaps of friends,' she sees who it is, her mouth drops. *literally cries/faints/dies. its HIM. i know its only facebook. have been trying to forget about him for two weeks and doing well- and then THIS. omgsh. ACCEPT

made new years resolutions (which i never do) and really happy with them- i tried to be less selfish and focus on the picture in life- God, family, working hard for future.

miss yfcsa= this year is gonna be good, no, actually great! but meh this band thing drivn me crazy actually dont know how to go about it.

cant wait for this weekend- beaaaaaaached az bro.

came to realisation that im addicted to music and would die if i didnt have it. like every spare moment i have now im finding myself on the piano, guits or the drums.

well have a good week i know i will :D